After thinking through about what you said last night, perhaps you're right. I should not have gotten inflamed by your entry about whatever you reflect about that person, and it's totally none of my business. Again, if you ever bother to read that email, it's the first reason that impelled me to write that entry. Yes, it may seem like an ordinary statement to you, your heartfelt words maybe, but when someone who is the subject reads that statement, it's not that ordinary after all. I shan't try to explain further because of certain reason that I do not want to make it known, but I know my words were harsh and unforgiving too.If it's gonna make you feel any better, take it that I'm trying to poke my nose into everybody's business. I'm not trying to be noble either, just that I'm so used to having to take the blame for some shit stuff like this.____________________________________________________________Flying off in 6 hours time! I have yet to finish packing. Not really looking forward to this trip UNFORTUNATELY. If any of you happen to have read my last night's entry (which I deleted), I'm still trying to find terms with it. Perhaps it's not that bad not to enjoy that privilege (is it?!) But my friends are somewhat glad to have me still around, after all I won't be PS-ing them. Then again, I'm still hoping for the best.It's really sad. I'm trying to mend the holes, but she's trying to pull the shirt away (she just wouldn't let me do it). If you insist that the holes remain as they were, then so be it. I'm already trying to be very regretful. I have nothing else to say.
