Alright... It's back to work tmr...
I've still got 1 x big project not done... And it's due this friday! Help me!
Argh! Mr. Ku gave my sisters crap seats... Think we're gonna be watching the pianist's legs again!
I'm desperate for company to Hamelin's concert on 29th Nov! Who's free? I'm really considering going myself. I'm so not gonna give it a miss...
Heute hatte Ich gut Musik an der Klavier gespielt. Ich habe sehr lang kein "Moonlight Sonata" von Beethoven gespielt, und hatte ich viel Spass. Hoffenlich kann Ich in Zukunft mehr Zeit fuer Klavier haben, weil es gut fuer mich macht, Stress von Studieren abbauen.
My SAT scores are out! I'm glad that I have those scores, but it'd better if they were higher. Gonna go for a retest... Darn, it's a 4 hour plus paper again...
I'm still finalising my invitation list... Those who I've sent out an email are confirmed. I'm contemplating over inviting a couple of people...
I need at least 610 for Critical Reading... ARGH! That's crazy! Ok... I'm regretting over the fact that I do not read... And less talking about speed reading!
Went to IKEA at Tampines on Wednesday with JC and Brian... To get a clothes hanger, the kind that stands (either on wheels or not), and you can hang your clothes on. Thought it was a good price... $9.90. Haha! Good deal! We even bought a rug, yes to step on! it's like the cleanest thing after your bathroom slippers. The floor in the bunk is you know the sec sch kind, grey, and ever-dirty... And the rug's only $1.50, just use and throw.
After that went over to Giant to grab some food, for hibernation! No! for keeping in case we get hungry chatting through the night. Of course, with an opportunity at the supermarket, we'll never go home without beer!
We then went to Old Airport Road for dinner, that was around 2200hrs. What's so special? I don't know. Some clown gave that idea, the other two monkeys blindly followed. Oh, did I mention I was the driver, a.k.a the monkey?
Shopping at IKEA is like heavenly! Ok, not really. But I thought our attire was skimpy. We were in t-shirts, army black shorts and bathroom slippers! haha... ok, maybe attire's the wrong description. Call it __________. Bathroom slippers = ordinary slippers that you wear to the toilet to bathe or wash up. Bathroom slippers. Ok fine, toilet slippers. Thing is, we drove, so we could get out of camp in such INappropriate attire.
Next day, I was the DOO, wa lao... Damn sian. And just as I was handing over my duty the next day, I was asked to stand in for half a day on Tuesday! FUCK! I just did my duty! There's like 100 others to ask, why ME? M - E, ME?! Ok, maybe not 100, but there's like 4-5 other officers to ask, why me? why why why why?
But I still agreed. Personal favour... You need to accumulate all these to trade for help in future. Fine then. But yucks, it sucks at the thought of it. DOO again!
Finally watched "Saving Private Ryan" the night before last. Thought it was thought provoking. Reflected on the soldering skills we're taught, have my reservations, but I shan't elaborate. Think it's a good movie. If you haven't watch, catch it. It's worth the time.
Was reading a friend's blog just now, felt the same way, probably thought of things the same way back then.
Sometimes you think why are people ignoring you, and then at the other end of your mind, you're ignoring someone, be it conciously or sub-conciously. Another example, you insist that this guy is a true asshole, making things difficult for you, but you make things difficult for people too, doesn't matter it's in a big scale or not. What I'm trying to say is, we care about ourselves more than we care about others. Yea, obviously right? So, why do we complain about others when we doing what we're complaining about the 'others'?
Life's too short to worry too much. Decided not to think too much anymore. Thought of letting go and move on. Maybe that's what they call DESTINY.
Been frustrated with the uni applications lately. Quite messed up with the terminology used. Rather pissing really... Thought of getting an advisor on this, but thought of the cost that's gonna be send unworthwhile. Dropped the idea.
Bugged by my parents about the invitation cards too... Damn, my birthday's still a month and a half away, man... Spoke the untruth ("qi hua") for the first time after so long. As usual, was pissed with the applications stuff, and then I was asked the question on the cards... I replied "I'm like so busy right now, I've got no time to think about it, it'd great if I'm not gonna have a party for my 21st!" No, I didn't mean what I say.
Went back to Poly yesterday to request the poly to send my academic transcripts over to WES. And this lady said so much, I wanted to strangle someone in that office. Then, I made something simple sound complicated, guess she couldn't take that complexity, she made me fill up a form that was like a short cut to all the steps she required me to do. I was like, "good girl, you could have done this in the first place." She wasted my time explaining. But, thanks my dear.
Then I went to MOE to BUY my statement of results. 2 questions you should be asking me. Why I need that statement? beats me, WES wants it... Second question, BUY?! Yea, buy!!! as in B U Y! WHAT THE HELL?! I merely wanted the ministry to send my results, and they want me to pay. Is money really what makes the world go round?
I am so not gonna stay here. I'm gonna, what's the term they use? "FUCK OFF", oh my, how crude. But yes, that's what I'm gonna do after ORD!
This week, DEAD BORING! Mug mug mug mug.
1 x big project! No time to finish!
Sec sch kids coming to camp tmr! Please don't come. No time to entertain you.
Missing her, but not doing anything to express that feeling.
One whole week of exercise-less days! OH MY GOD!
Getting fatter everyday; the spare tyre is growing thicker! From bicycle tyre to motorcycle, to automobile, to bus, to lorry, to truck, to that of a container carrier (those with air-horns)!
Argh!
Stuck with the problems of uni education. Confused over it. Too many questions, no one to help me answer. Need an advisor, a counsellor, whatever fuck shit that's available, you're welcome to help me!
I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!
I don't wanna work anymore. Pointless. Let me live the life of a musician, a student, an adventurer, an explorer, a regular exercise-r.
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Matt, wanna go to Hamelin's concert? 29th Nov. Ed? Wanna go too? If I'm not wrong, you've already gotten the ticket.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREN!!!
It's jerk's birthday. lol... Happy 21st! And yes, you've been a lousy host. You're still the same you... Except that you've got yourself a girlfriend at www.Ineedagirlfriend.com... haha...
His parents put in a lot of effort to prepare the food, thank them on our behalf, dude. Much of the food was wasted because of the surprisingly few people who turned up. Should have sms-ed us, apparently email doesn't work. Anyway, nice party. All the 'swimming' was worth it, wasn't it? Next time, don't be so shy with your gf lah... And remember she's around. You keep forgetting her, like you keep forgetting us. But since we're old friends, we know who you are, so it doesn't offend us.
Didn't eat much. Keeping myself on diet.
Had SAT Reasoning Test this morning! ARGH! I hope everything's gonna be alright. Results are gonna be out in a couple of weeks time.
Don't wanna talk about work... No mood.
Alright. That's all.
