What seems to be long lost has been retrieved, by the result of everybody's hard work and sheer effort.

Subject Tests' results are coming out next Friday (USA's Thursday). I'm anticipating the results, yet, I have lots of fear of what I will receive in due time.

Been hanging out at the LAN shop those couple of days. Reflecting upon it, kinda time-wasting.

Confirmed the number of people turning up for my birthday. Am I looking forward to it? Yes and No. I'm turning 21! WTF?! It's not that I'm unhappy about it, neither is it that I'm glad that I'm stepping into adulthood. But, it just shows how fast time has passed. Soon, I'll embark on a heavier responsibility "job". Am I even ready for it? My heart's not even there. I'm still far from thinking of settling down. Young at heart, know what I mean?

Went for my pre-course briefing on Monday, there's gonna be lots of mugging. BUT, my boss has advised me on what to do, and what not to, I guess I'll TRY to follow suit.

Reasoning test's up on 6th Dec, my birthday..... And TOEFL on 13th...

I really wanna get out of here.

Matt's birthday is next Thursday, and that clown is telling me he's gonna spend it at a concert... Yea, with your 2 girl-friends again? Should really meet you out with Ed, do a combined celebration? haha... What say both of you? Or we could do it separately, but it's gonna be a difference of 5 days...

Have been cutting down on staple food recently, considering the huge amount of carbohydrate provided every meal.

I'm cutting down to 2 meals a day; I skip breakfast, unless I have PT in the morning. I even ask for less of everything for my lunch and dinner. All in the hope of reducing body mass gained. When you don't exercise as much as you did in OCS, it's really time to take in less food. Then again, lesser food = lesser energy... So is that the reason why I'm feeling listless easily these days? Or is there a better way to "jian fei"? I'm all ears...