Finally! I'm leaving for Turkey in less than 24 hours time!!
Quite unhappy this afternoon, but felt better after visiting a place... Shan't tell you guys first, close friends will already know. I won't elaborate on what happened this afternoon, but just wanna give a general conclusion. Whether any of you choose me as your friend or not, I don't care. If a quarrel or two makes you feel suspicious about your value as a friend to me, then you don't have faith in me. And perhaps we aren't fated to be friends.
And I know people talk behind my back, but I'm not bothered by it, because at the end of the day, I can't control their mouths. It's up to your discretion to believe whatever, but seriously, get something better to do than bitch about people.
I may sound rude & offensive, but it's just a way of reducing trouble and unhappiness I think that are super unnecessary.
P.S. If I never bothered about you as a friend, I wouldn't bother replying even the 1st message... And when I mean, a favour, it means a favour. Sometimes, when I don't say something, I feel it's just better off not said, because it's just gonna complicate things. If that friend and I ever could go to the next stage, sorry to say, I wouldn't have considered you 6 months ago.
Tip of the day: To everyone out there, please don't make yourself sound as though you're the only victim. And seriously, mind your own business. If you want to scold someone, please write your big fat name. Reveal your identity please, unless you're a coward. A true man is one who dares to do and admit. And don't read anything from this blog if it's gonna piss you off, because I wouldn't want to be a culprit in shortening your life indirectly. Do whatever that makes you happy, because at the end of the day, I'll only be made to look like an asshole, so I see no point in saying further.
Friends, behold! I'll be in Turkey for 2 weeks, we'll gather after I come back. And to those who know about the place, I'll have something on soon! haha... But don't get high too early... haha... And sorry Terence for PS-ing you last minute. And you seriously don't sound like Edmund, so yea... haha...
Went to the sinseh with Edmund yesterday, he said I've got a swollen soft bone... Sounds scary... But he said it's no big deal, and that I should avoid vigorous exercise for the next 1-2 mths... Just as I was planning on a visit to the MO, I found out my enlistment date! haha... 14th June... Good timing... My graduation ceremony is on 12th!! haha... Phew! Found a few others who are also enlisting on this date, so... haha...
Felt quite sad about it last night, but felt much better in the morning after someone corrected some facts I totally got wrong. Thanks!
Well, seems like many of my friends have awards, so, congratulations to you all!
Perhaps, like my companion to Turkey, Edmund, this is a good time to relax and think about other stuff. =)
*Sometimes I really wish you'd give me another chance to tell you something. I can wait no matter how long, but I hope you'll consider letting me speak my mind. Though things ended roughly, but I've learned, and I think I'd do better this time round. A chance is all I need.
